My world, in color no longer black and white

My name is Jack Bateman, I'm 29 or 2029 which is probally my combined ages of this life and past or just  29.. please feel free to ask quesitons just as I will feel free to not answer them if I feel discontent answering but
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An uncontained Madness. possible trigger warnings who knows.

There’s a conversation in my head and it starts like this:
‘Do you think he’ll ever be good enough for anyone?”
‘ I don’t know, what is he good for at all really?”
‘ Surely he has too much self doubt otherwise he would not have even asked such a question, nor would he even have pondered it.’
I sigh outside of my mind.

I speak outloud when I should have kept it all in.’ who are you all to judge when I am trying to better myself for myself, ?I do not need your personal input on it.’
Silence over takes my head I listen and then ask others if they have said anything.
There is nothing., not even a small sound.
I see people passing by giving looks like I am to become mad.
‘No I am not becoming mad.’ I tell myself.

‘ How can I be when I have already been there all along?” A really smug and gleeful grin pulls at my lips curved then into a most intresting smile, not sinister though the intent feels like it.


No. I am mad and gay that is all as I resume walking now, taking longer strides in each step head held a bit higher than before, that is until self doubt consumes that feeling, then I feel the slow strides threatening to come back, my head will lower, my lips fall from that wonderful expression I had not too long ago.

Such as life and is the inner works of one that feels the best and worst all at once, and knows not what to do with their self.

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phandoms-united:

art-sex-drugs:

I have finally hit my breaking point. For as long as I can remember I have endured my mother’s abuse, whether it is verbal, emotional, or as seen here physical. I can expect some act of violence on a daily basis, and her beating me is not an usual occurrence, but today something snapped. My mother did this unprovoked, and this time she didn’t stop. Usually it’s bad for a little while and then she’s done, today it went on for what seemed like forever. At a certain point I decided I was going to do something I never do, call the police. You see, my mother is a highly respected and very well known person where I live. She is on the board of ed, worked for CPS for many years, and is close personal friends with people like the local chief of police, director of our local CPS unit, and so on. I always knew that calling wouldn’t go anywhere and just upset her more, but today I had to try. While she was kicking me I found my opportunity, and somehow managed to get away from someone more than twice my size. I ran as fast as I could, knocking things over behind my, trying to find a phone. I dialed and they listened and my mother proceeding to beat me over it, while I screamed for help. For the second time today, I managed to get away from her and ran to my room. I barely had enough time to lock my door, before she starting trying to get it, to the point that she ripped my door off the frame. I decided I was going to stay locked in there, until the police came. The past few months I have been collecting evidence against her, voice recordings, pictures like these, and videos of her violence, so they couldn’t dispute what was going on. But I was dead wrong. 

When the officer finally came up to my room, I attempted to tell him my side of the story, but before I could get a sentence out he silenced me. HE told me that this was my mothers house, and I needed to live by her rules. If I didn’t she had the right to punish me. He also told me to be tankful for her, because he wanted to press assault charges against me. finally, he refused, despite my begging, for him to take me to a shelter for teens. 

I am utterly disgusted by the injustice that occurred today. I pray there is no one else out there who is living in such a situation. I am not sure exactly what I am getting out of writing this, except maybe that it’s just nice to be able to open up about this, when I have had to keep it a secret my whole life. idk. sorry for posting such heavy shit. 

Signal boost the fuck out of this

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earthandanimals:

sizvideos:

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It’s Mama swan protecting her baby! She doesn’t know the guy is just trying to help.. but then she’s like “Oh.. my bad. Thanks!!”

This is so heartwarming

He’s pretty lucky she wasn’t freaking out more, swans can be super nasty when they want to be!

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#like#all at once???#b/c i dont know if i want to be weirded out#frightened and slightly aroused
I sleep on my stomach and I swear I have woken up really confused and terrified more than twice because I had dreamt that I banged a kaiju from Pacific Rim

i sleep on my tummy all the time and last night i dreamed that i worshipped an empty soda can was in love with a fifteen year old and had a sexual relationship with a textbook so 

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I sleep on my stomach and I swear I have woken up really confused and terrified more than twice because I had dreamt that I banged a kaiju from Pacific Rim

i sleep on my tummy all the time and last night i dreamed that i worshipped an empty soda can was in love with a fifteen year old and had a sexual relationship with a textbook so 

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riverplants:

foods dangerous to dogs:

  1. avocadoes
  2. alcohol
  3. raw bread dough
  4. caffeine
  5. chocolate
  6. grapes and raisins
  7. onions and garlic
  8. macadamia nuts
  9. raw salmon
  10. xylitol (artificial sweeteners)

if you have a dog please reblog this

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it may take time but there is someone waiting to hold your hand

My tears

i needed this 

I actually teared up 

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straylightjay:

10 questions to never ask a transgender person by Laura Jane Grace

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